Like A Knife .

Sekali kau buat aku rasa terhegeh, sampai mati aku akan ingat .
Sekali kau buat aku rasa terasa hati, esok lusa tahun depan belum tentu aku lupa.
Sekali kau buat aku rasa unwanted, sampai bila bila aku akan rasa luka dia.

Suddenly,
things are changing and its quite strange for me. I dont intend to figure it out since I have a bad instinct bout this matter. I wish I cant help myself from laughing right now instead of keep thinking and asking. I dont know what the hell Im doing right here and what kind of feeling that I felt towards him.

I thought I was falling head over the heals for him. And I was trying to convince myself that he will be my Mr Rainbow one day.

Tonight,Im doing nothing but sittin' back and reminiscing all the memory path that we used to be there.Unfortunately, I realize that I really can't shake those memories and I just don't know how much I waste my precious time by drowning in my tears.

Probably I dont deserved a guy like him. And hell yeah, I myself have to aware that I always doesnt got the whole in love things as relationships usually dont get deep to me.

Yet,I don't think that I have the strength to let him go. And maybe I dont have any guts to watch he walk out from my life.

I know that he loves me. so do I.

but it dont mean a thing at this time anymore.

Goodbye my almost lover.
You craved a scar and it will stay forever.

Thanks.