Dealing and Surviving

Memang rupa paras dapat melindungi kesedihan,begitu hebat mampu berpura2 menjadi insan tabah dan gagah macam semuanya dah sempurna. Membuat orang di sekeliling melepaskan keluhan lega. Apalah sangat menipu orang lain demi kebaikan sejagat alam?Ape jadi pun, senyum jelah.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
so you will think that how strong I am.
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me -
I’m going to smile.
I repeat,
I'M GOING TO SMILE.

Tapi yang hakiki,kuat mana kita berpura,hati kecil tak penah mampu menipu dengan diri sendiri. Semanis manepun kita senyum, kuat mana pun kite gelak, hati tak penah berhenti merintih.
Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past. Alas, Broken hearts are never healed. Saat ni, sakit yang datang macam dah tak mau pegi. Perit yang kita rasa, macam dah tak mampu kita tahan. Air mata yang menitis dah tak mampu dihalang.

It's true that dealing with the pain is so difficult but hey, we really have to!Just remember, you will survive.If you can keep calm, everything will be okay.The road to recovery is short and beneficial to our being. Without a broken heart, we may never know what we really want or really need. Surviving is the key, but after the survival of this terrible ordeal we find peace and someone better.

Sitting alone in the dark really helps me all this time. Its not so weird as Im not doing something undercontrolling yet. I always talking to myself,

I am so heartbroken.
Why?
Dealing with the pain is so hard.
Why?
Its takes a long time for me to cured.
Why?

Oh my god,
There's a girl in my mirror crying to me to night, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel all right.