Better Than Ever

I am not completely well yet. I am making progress. I am sleeping better, n my concentration has improved. I hav more energy n hav started to enjoy at matrix. Most important, I feel better about myself. I hav finally accepted that there are many things I cant change, so I plan to focus on those I can. I hav learned dat life may not always b easy, but it is always worth living.

Plus, it is important to be truthful n loyal in every relationship that i hav. 2 do da best I can…2 make da most of my talents.. to be ep with da simple things in life…n 2 believe deep down dat I’ll ultimely triumph if I try hard enough 2 prove my worth..

In spite of what my abusers would have had me believe, I convinced that I hav sum3 precious n unique within. With da fervent,wish dat I’ll persist in trying to do my best, in da face of hopelessness.. to hav faith dat in da end,my spirit will prevail to a transcend my traumas n transform them into a source of courage, creativity n compassion. …

There’s always a way out of every problem life throws at us. One must remain strong n find dat answer, find that reason to keep going. There are so many wonderful things in life, but they aren’t handed to us on a silver platter. A talent , a passion :everywhere we look there is reason to persevere.

For everything there is reason, justice and worth. Live, and we will learn..learn n we will grow. Through dat growth, we will love and then we will know. Let’s try to make sure this never happens again. Maybe we make that a reality, but there is too much to live for not to try.Life is a roller coaster and to give up and scream for the attendant to stop ride so we can get off is a crime. Stay positive, hold on tight and we will leave with a smile on our face.

I was so hurt.heart broken..love makes me do da strange things..i was so alone..but life must goes on..i am supposed to deal with all this n remain strong in da process. It also gave me a memory to help me be more aware of love relationship. After ta horrible experience , I see how much I have in my life. da wounds of flesh, spirit, n mind healed with time n help.. n that is left is da tattoo to remind me...there’s tattoo in my heart..Through hard times,dat im a survivor, n tangible proof dat there is LIFE AFTER PAIN.