Forgive Me

You'll never understand why I hurt so much
because you're not the one who is crying,
you're not the one who is cheated and wounded,
you're not the one who loved too much,
and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone.

I could fill a thousand pages
telling you how I felt
and still you wouldn't understand.
So now I leave him without a sound,
except that of my heart shattering
as it hits the ground